I'm never going to be a designer. I don't find fulfillment in being a creative professional. I don't think I will be worthy of being paid for it. I don't even see myself as a stylist. I know the theories, I understand the logic behind optical illusions, but I don't see myself doing it for a long enough span of time. I'd rather sew 24 hours a day than work as a designer or a stylist for an hour a day.